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19 November 2009 @ 23:56
rift  
"Rift"
Adrienne Rich

I have in my head some images of you:
your face turned awkwardly from the kiss of greeting
the sparkle of your eyes in the dark car, driving
your beautiful fingers reaching for
a glass of water.
                          Also your lip curling
at what displeases you, the sign of closure,
the fending-off, the clouding-over.
                              
                   Politics.
you'd say, is an unworthy name
for what we're after.

                              What we're after
is not that clear to me, if politics
is an unworthy name.

When language fails us, when we fail each other
there is no exorcism. The hurt continues. Yes, your scorn
turns up the jet of my anger. Yes, I find you
overweening, obsessed, and even in your genius
narrow-minded - I could list much more -
and absolute loyalty was never in my line
once having left it in my father's house -
but as I go on sorting images of you
my hand trembles, and I try
to train it not to tremble.
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Current Location: here and there
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: the mentalist on tv
 
 
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17 November 2009 @ 17:55
there's only two ways I know to deal with things )
 
 
Current Location: study, not studying
Current Mood: complacent
Current Music: can't find my way home - blind faith
 
 
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This is my morbid curiosity speaking. I find I have things to say?

spoliers for Monday's episode, if anyone cares )

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Current Location: bedroom
Current Mood: confused
Current Music: miss fat booty - mos def
 
 
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29 September 2009 @ 19:09
the irony in posting about House  




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Current Location: here and there
Current Mood: amused
Current Music: abracadabra - steve miller band
 
 
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24 September 2009 @ 16:36


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Current Location: home
Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: california love - 2Pac feat. Dr. Dre
 
 
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22 September 2009 @ 23:31

That was really something, House.
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Current Location: bedroom
Current Mood: loved
Current Music: real life - joan as policewoman
 
 
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My top ten - for your consideration

Jesus died for somebody's sins but not mine )


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Current Location: bedroom
Current Mood: mellow
Current Music: land - patti smith
 
 
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Title: your heart, the lonely hunter
Character/s: Kara pov, Kara/Lee
Word Count: 5000 thereabouts.
Rating: M
Disclaimer: Don't own.
Spoilers: Season 1 and 2. Filling in the gaps.
A/N: This is a companion piece to part 1: Kara's perspective, with references to 'The Hand of God'. 'Colonial Day', Kobol's Last Gleaming Part I' and 'Home Part II'. This is not a sequel. Sorry! And Bee, I gave the smut my best shot, but I think its best left to the experts. I hope this will suffice.

she knew where she belonged )
 
 
Current Location: freo
Current Mood: hopped up on caffeine
Current Music: my funny valentine - the talented mr ripley soundtrack
 
 
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Title: your heart, the lonely hunter
Character/s: Lee pov, Kara/Lee
Word Count: 3200?
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Don't own.
Spoilers: Season 3 only. Set somewhere between 'Unfinished Business' and 'The Eye of Jupiter'. Filling in the gaps.
A/N: Inspired by the end of 'The Passage'. Also, a really good bottle of wine? I may or may not have been drunk whilst writing this. IDK. This is part one of two.


 

the world left behind is not yet beyond his measure )
 
 
Current Location: on my balcony near the sea
Current Mood: oh pilots
Current Music: i'm on fire - Bat For Lashes
 
 
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07 April 2009 @ 16:05

Contains spoilers for House 520 and L&O:UK 107
 

Read more... )


 


 
 
Current Location: desk
Current Mood: relaxed
Current Music: someone so much - bob evans
 
 
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31 March 2009 @ 02:15
birthday drabble for [info]blueheronz  

Title: i meant something to you, once.
Character/s: Cameron pov, House
Word Count: short
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Don't own. 
A/N: R, I promised you this some time ago, so here it is, my little take on that scene from 'Role Model' - you know the one. I wish it could have been longer and better, but my muse got a little lost and it sheepishly apologises for its waywardness. Anyways, its my way of saying "happy birthday!" Your friendship means so much, and you're entirely too awesome for your own good. Cheers, darling. 

you...like me )
 
 
Current Location: bedroom
Current Mood: sore
Current Music: flume - Bon Iver
 
 
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I just had to get this off my chest, just some thoughts about endings, finales, the meaning of forever and all that, which will get personal, probably, so - apologies in advance. Also - unabashedly mushy *shrugs* Can't help it.

This meandering little essay contains spoilers for EVERYTHING BSG.




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Current Location: study
Current Mood: touched
Current Music: Fleet Foxes
 
 
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25 February 2009 @ 00:21

Title: please leave your light on
Character/s: Kara pov, Kara/Lee
Word Count: 2900 give or take
Rating: M
Disclaimer: Don't own.
Spoilers: up to 416.
A/N: umm...this is borderline 'fluff'. Pilots have taken over my brain *shrugs* They wanted some love. 

we'll sleep when we're dead )
 
 
Current Location: bed
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: The Curious Case of Benjamin Button soundtrack
 
 
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18 February 2009 @ 18:51

Title: remains
Character/s: Lee, Lee/Kara
Word Count: 3000ish
Rating: PG
Disclaimer: Don't own.
Spoilers: Up to 'Sometimes A Great Notion'.
A/N: took some liberties with the small Lee/Kara scene and diverged from there.


onthe plane of war you do not yield )
 
 
Current Location: favourite chair
Current Mood: productive
Current Music: The Saboteurs
 
 
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29 January 2009 @ 00:55
House 513 Big Baby  
this is not a meta )this is not a meta )
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Current Location: Freo
Current Mood: relieved
Current Music: Sia - Some People Have Real Problems
 
 
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25 January 2009 @ 01:22
House 512 Painless  

      

 "Hope springs eternal."


 

 
 
Current Location: freo
Current Mood: optimistic
Current Music: crickets
 
 
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02 December 2008 @ 21:05
kara and lee, Battlestar Galactica  


Yeah, so I'm using picspams as a way to soothe the torture that is thesis writing. Its staving off anxiety. Picspams and earl grey tea. I'm also using this post as a way of declaring my undying love for Kara and Lee and Battlestar Galactica.

[info]blueheronzI've finally found that pairing that ticks all those boxes and actually delivers and deals with its angst in a satisfying way (most of the time). But, seriously, its the most lovely, bittersweet, dysfunctional and unresolved tv relationship I've come across. They'll never replace House and Cameron, but they're on a par. It doesn't hurt that I think Lee "Apollo" Adama is just about the hottest thing going around, BUT THAT'S BESIDE THE POINT.

I hope this peaks your interest.



no takebacks )

 

 

no takebacks )

 

no takebacks )
 
 
Current Location: como, perth
Current Mood: dorky
Current Music: coca cola - Little Red
 
 
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26 November 2008 @ 22:32
House 509 Last Resort  

 

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Current Location: floor
Current Mood: working through my House issue
Current Music: Sia
 
 
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15 October 2008 @ 14:55
Birthmarks  
"The assault charge was totally bogus."



...and I paid for the mirror! )
 
 
Current Location: bedroom
Current Mood: recumbent
Current Music: Empire of the Sun
 
 
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17 September 2008 @ 16:06
Dying Changes Everything  

Thoughts...

House 501 )House 501 )House 501 )House 501 )House 501 )House 501 )House 501 )House 501 )House 501 )House 501 )
 
 
Current Location: desk
Current Mood: okay
Current Music: bird on a wire - Leonard Cohen